Quote From: alwyscryngI know Dr. Phil tries to help people with shows about anorexia, but all he does is trigger me to lose the weight I've gained. I feel so huge, and whatever Kathy has gained, if anything, is probably no where near what I weigh now. Just looking at the smallness of other anorexics make me feel like you-know-what. I'm still underweight, but on the borderline I think. I just don't see it- I just see extreme fat. My metabolism is completely messed up now, so it is extremely hard for me to lose weight, and super easy to gain.
hi, i understand how you feel about yourself when you see a person smaller than you, fat, fat fat
this is what our minds want us to see ourselves, it is the sickness of the desease. you need to love yourself, and the person you are. if you one bit think you may have a problem, wich in my opinion i think you do, just because it sounds exactly the way i felt when i bad anerexia/bulimia, i tell you dont let it get you, it got me good i was so thin, yet i thought i was so fat, i was so sick i couldnt eat more than a quarter of a sandwich without non-intentionally throwing it up. my hair starting falling out, i was cold all the time, and my body was literly starting to shut down on me. i would cry and cry because i wanted to stop doing what i was doing but i was embarrassed to tell anyone what i was doing, untell one night i almost died, i coulnt breath barely i felt i was fighting for every breath i could take. i was so scared and all i thought was my two young children would find me dead in bed in the morning. i guess god was there for me that night and spared me, and i vowed ever since than to get healthy, i still think about doing it, because i am not as small as i was after my 3rd child, but i stay strong. at 5'2 i am 127. i feel good and eat right, most important i am finally healthy. i just pray that if you are leading in the path i did please get help while you can. god bless you. just someone who cares........
