Quote From: labelfreeSometimes kid....You gotta take it one minute at a time.....
All these little tricks the digging the biting the whatever there coping skills.
For a more so much for bigger picture....
As I said I am NOT a doctor...
Invisible????
Yeah me 56 days ago...I was contiplaimplanting killing myself or becoming magnificent I quit my last coping skill smoking the "devil cancer sticks" Newport 100's What a sleek cool image that was NOT... Well at least I think it was 56 days ago My quit day was June 1,05 I cant keep up now because today I don't even wear the patch anymore I turned my last addiction over to my Heavenly Father..
PLEASE TODAY GO OUT TO THE BOOK STORE AND BUY DR. Phil's LIFE STRAGIE BOOK it saved my A@@! I want you to go to college as prepared as you can......Walk into adulthood armed with as much information as possible.
Leave the dysfunction of your youth behind you. You will see in those 304 pages how frickin great YOU are and why it is you do what you do and how to stop all this behavior TRULY! hey I did so can you! GO today....
If I lived close to you I would take you but I don't...If you don't have the money go to the library....There really is no excuse for stoppingyour greatness to come...
I don't even know if i know what to say today.... yeah i don't have the money to go to the book store and get the book...... i have a few cent in my little piggy bank thing and that is all i have....
yes i do i wish i could just disappear!!! but then again i don't want to...... i just want to scream and just hit something until i can't do it anymore........ i could go for the longest time i think
I want to stop I think i don't know i am so confused...... i mean i don't want to die i want to live to help others and to fullfill what God has puposed for me...... I wouldn't ever kill myself on purpose and i am so angry that i know if i don't stop that is what is going to happen..... all i do is always tell myself ooo that's not going to happen to me i awill be just fine and well yeah i don't know...
my favorite thing to do is praise and worship i could do it forever and ever i may not always feel happy when i do it i may feel all kinds of ways but it isn't about that it is that i know i am lifting God up and bringing Him glory.
well i would keep writing but i have to do somethings so i will be back on later in the afternoon time
cya then sister
your friend
Hisjewel
