Topic : Depression

Let us all know what you decide to do so we can support you in anyway we can... Hugs and prayers Mary ann

Hello:  What is up??  We are all still here for each other.  Mary Ann

Franie.... What is up??? Your and sea are just a few of our rays of SUNSHINE.... What is up with you.....Mary Ann   Hope all is ok, hugs, prayers, etc.  

What is up???  We need a few uplifting words..... Sea...words of encouragement .....Franie... another Block  we count on......Whitney..little ray of sunshine where are you??? 

 

maryann

Great.... sometimes I truly believe we keep ourselves down, we need some positive energy to grow on...... Depression.... Or Expression..... Comeon... we need to change to our title to something.... lets all vote....Floor open for discussion,... we have to look up......something... How about making an Impression.... and lifting ourselves up alittle...???  What do ya say....Sea, Fran, Whitney, LOL ...... All of us....What is a good name for us.....???????????????????????????????????????????????????Mary Ann

Mary Ann:

 

I will hang in here. Yeah everyone has those days. Yeah that sounds like a good idea. I will hang in here. But yeah I hope we have good news someday. But yeah please comment me back. I am thankful for everything god has given me to!!!! By the way I went driving again tonight for the 2nd time since I have had my permit!!!

 

Whitney

yes it is a shame on both parts. the family of his friend that died is suffering. i know that. is feel so bad for all of them. they lost a son, brother, and a friend. i didnt know him but i am sure he was a nice person. i just feel like i should be there for shane. even only for one visit. billy will be there with me. i just need to know that he is doing ok. well as good as can be expected. he has nobody there for him. i was even thinking of going for the one visit to check on him. i will explain to him why i am there, tell him that there is alot going on right now with me, give him a hug and tell him i love him. i will give im my address and we can write to each other. i dont know if they have access to computers in jail but we could do the email thing if possible. i know that i have to concintrate and getting myself better and i was doing so well for a couple of days. it is nice. i am not back to where is was but i am not as happy either. i am really worried about our friend. he has had it so rough and i am afriad of what will happen to him in jail. i know that it sounds like he is a monster but he really isnt. he is a good guy that made a horrible mistake. things got way out of hand. i am just thinking one visit for now and if i feel like it later then i will make another. the picture of him on the news going into the court house last week was awful. his face was all burised up. big black eye and swollen jaw. i just cried. 2 of my daughters cried as well. they know what happened because it was on tv, radio and in the news paper. if i do go to visit i will not tell anyone at work. they will not understand. they dont know him so of course they are thinking the worst of him. they were all sitting around the table at lunch. it was hard not to tell them he isnt like the way they think but i just sat there. we dont know what happended. we werent there. anyway i should go now. it is freezing here today. i made the kids stay home from school. to cold for them to walk. it was really cold in work too. i think i need a bath. i will try to log on later but incase i dont get a chance too good nite all. monica

Sea:

 

Yes my birthday is on April 16th. But yeah I can't wait for it. And yes we should find someone to make our cyber cakes. Well yeah I hope you had a good day. Mine could of been better but yeah I will talk to you later. I think my dinner will be done soon so yeah I better go for now.

 

Whitney

Today was a very long day. Vickie I am praying for you and I really do hope things get better for you. But yeah today wasn't a good day for me but yeah. Hugs and prayers to everyone!!!

 

Whitney

Have you ever felt insignificant like people can look right through you, like you are not even there?  Like when I take my daughter to the dance school, everybody sits together at their tables with their little gangs, talking and having coffee and stuff, and organizing trips to competitions together, and there's never any room for you. They invite themselves to little get togethers, breakfast and lunch etc...etc.... I walk in and they don't even acknowledge by presence, I may as well not even be there. Maybe I should just sit in my car for the hour or so.

Like at work today, people were discussing, all the job cuts and layoffs, and the sales guys, the production manager and the costing manager. Were talking about my other two co-workers.  Quote from 1 of them. '' If he cuts of my two favorites, he is gonna here it from me. I am not gonna let him do that. Not my two pets.''  I may as well not be there either.

I feel like I don't belong anywhere, like my presence and my life make no difference to anyone.  Like nobody cares.

My morale was up but now it's lower than low.