Hey Debbie that was sweet ot say.. i hope i spelled your name right thinking of it right now...( anyhow) i just singed up on here. And not ready to share anything but read your stories and mybe try to take some of the advice and use it for myself.
Ok i need advice. Im 15 and i talk to a pychologist at school. Well he sucks. He doesnt seem to care. My friend agree's I tell him i cant wait til sept for another theropist. Im ready now. Not later. Now for help. Real help. I wasnt before when i had one. But now my mom wont let me get one she says its useless b/c ill be getting one in sept in my new school( going to a new one because my problems are getting in the way of school but im not desiding of not going). I dont know what to do by now!!!
I am so sick of everything to not even have support from my family. They suck. I hate it here. The person who sexually/phyically abused me IS STILL LiVING WITH ME!! AND I HAVE TO DEAL WITH IT. The pychoglist is like why dont u just forgive him and move on. Im thinking why dont you stfu and have him say sorry. Thank god the other person who sexually abused me moved away!. But the past haunts me. It caused me to many problems and im ready for help unlike before and there making me wait and i cant anymore. Not the way i am.
K idc if im talking to myself by now this is fine. But i also have friends who i gotta deal with there damn problems to. Where i have my friends come up to me and be like i cut myself. And they show me. THEY SHOW ME THERE DAMN cut. My mind is messed up enough!!! and i need this. And i have to think should i tell some1 or not and then find out things more. I mean really i hang out with wrong people. I went from quiet n shy. to yelling at cars and flipping the finger. wlakin infront of cars bitchin and stuff and crying b/c things are so MESSED UP.
Thats so dumb who cares if she chnaged into this punk person. people change. Get over it and let her be whatever she wants. I use to dress in nice colors and be all LA LA. Now i dress in black everyday and hot topic clothes!!. My mom dont care.
its obvious things suck for you right now. been there i wish i could help. its hard to see what it is you need. let me know ill try to help. i know al the people get in the way. make time to let me know what you need.
Oh im fine now figured id just call a darn hotline or put my own problems in my hands and somehow figure out how to "help" myself even though i need help. I need help figureing how to get a theropist. Not months later. But now. Im to depressed. And i dont eat enough. Theres just to much on my hands. Always have been for 2 years once i figured out that i live with a idiot who abused me. If thats not clear enough please say so because i have a problem saying things right lol.
im glad you chose to call a hotline. dont stp pursuing this. you do seem clear in your thoughts as someone else told you. whats up with 911? who told you to do that? are you in immediate danger?
No im not. But she thinks it would be a good idea to get help easyly.To get a theropist. She even offered to met me there. But im not calling 911. F*ck that.
