I was hit by a car while i was crossing the street the driver ran right threw a stop sign, this triggered my sleep walking up. I also suffer from P.D.S.D, major depression, thoughts of sucide, panic attackes, chronic pain and I am also a diabetic. I live alone at this time. I see my family doctor, my psychotherapist, my psychologist a social workerplus I have a visiting home healt aide and a nurse that comes to my home. We all are looking for a TREATMENT CENTER that I can go into now Reason when I sleep walk i cut myself waking up to blood all over the place on I will wake up while am doing the cutting.(Ihave received so many stitches that I Lost count plus I am getting very weak from the blood lost) No treatment center will take me reason that when I am awake I do not want to harm myself or others this is why no treatment center will take me.
Ther is a power greater then us, cause one morning my aide came alot earlier then normal and she found me laying on the sofa and blood all over me and all over the place I woke up in the hospital after I had major surgery on my left arm I received stitches inside and outside on my arm Since I am a diabetic I am not out of the woods yet the Doctor told me that I could lose my Left Arm. The treating doctor and all my doctor got together to get me in a treatment NO LUCK. The day that i came home from the hospital I looked on THE DR. PHIL web site and saw a topic about sleeping disorders so I talked to my doctors and they told me to e-mail the show and I did about 5 minutes later i receive a phone call the person that CALLED was a staff member from the Dr. Phil show, we talked for awhile and I also gave this person all the info on how to concact all of my doctors and other people who are caring for me well this staff member told me that he would get back to me never happen so another door closed on us. Then the same night I was watching his show it was about a person that were hearing voices Dr. Phil had on as a guest this was her second time Dr Phil sent her to a treatment center. I looked again on Dr Phil,s web site and it listed a few treatment center so i started calling, I tought that I found one that was willing to help me. Well that door closed for the help That I needed. I OR MY DOCTOR CAN NOT GET THE HELP THAT I NEED REASON IS TREATMENT CENTERS WILL NOT TAKE ME CAUSE WHEN I AM AWAKE I DO NOT WANT TO HARM MYSELF OR OHTER. My doctors and I are getting very frustrating trying to get me into a treatment center. WE ARE ALL AFFAID THAT I MIGHT CUT THE MAJOR VEIN AND I WILL NOT BE LUCKY LIKE I WAS THE LAST TIME! I really do not want to go to my grave earlier than I have to!
